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It’s odd how situations lend themselves to introspection….
….then more questioning.
There’s this thing, this feeling I can’t quite put my finger on. One that I have been dealing with my entire life – asynchrony.
What? How is one asynchronous?
Asynchrony (n.) – the quality or state of being asynchronous; absence or lack of concurrence in time.
I have always felt a strange split, as if I am not fully in touch with what is going on around me. It’s almost as if I am watching myself navigate my surroundings from the inside.
Why the disconnect?
I wonder that too. Sometimes I feel fully immersed in everything, and other times, like I am just passing through this little plane of existence.
Running from something? Many things? Or am I being overloaded, and simply can not take it all in?
Maybe part of it rests in the fact that I still don’t know how to “play in grey areas” as someone once said to me. I still frolic in very dichotomous zones.
But, that’s all for my rambling.